Well, I decided to write a blog. I feel that other people need to see what I go through on a regular basis, I have struggled with anorexia since I was 9. I am now 19, turning 20 soon. It is a disease, it eats away at me...i'll never have a normal relationship with food.
At the moment, I am what doctors say 'recovery' which means that I am at a 'healthy weight' FAT. Basically. Though, as much as I want people to see what I struggle with, I want to be there for people who are the same. Maybe give them an outlook on themselve, that they are NOT alone. I often feel isolated in my own little world where ana (anorexia) just runs my life. I have been in and out of hospital and EDU's (eat disorder units) Yes I do not think I have an eating disorder, but it is what I have been labled since I can remember.
'Whats in a name, that which we call a rose
By any other than would smell as sweet'
I am a student nurse, I feel that I can help people. I feel that I can relate more with the patient. I love what i am doing, though I am not happy with myself. Therefore, I am wanting to lose weight.
If this is offensive in any way, then I appologise. Though, do not be afraid to ask questions. I will answer them...I live with this. I want to be perfect....is that such a crime?
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