Well, yesterday again I had no sleep. Like last night no sleep. I'm officially high on lack of sleep. I had 2 yoghurts yesterday. Yet I only lot 1 pound. I'm not eating today....I so badly want to lose weight!! This is worth the pain, the tiredness and the lck of energy, because I will be skinny!!!
I need to be skinny. I need to be perfect! Yesterday I had no lectures so It was a major revision session. Though I swear it went in one ear out the other...I need to pass this exam.
Today, I literally stayed in bed hoping to fall back asleep but no. No such luck!! i booked my driving test yesterday, 2nd time the charm I hope!!! I want to be able to drive...so badly!!
I'm supposed to be going on a date tonight, I want to go but it in London. I dont really know the guy well, what if he is weird and kidnaps me. Aha, silly right?! but also, i do feel like crap my cough is killing me slowly i swear....my chest hurts so much. =p PANTS! So im totally stuck, i think i might call a raincheck. Ahh, choices. Whats a girl to do. This guy makes me smile, and he has a good sense of humour! So do go, or dont I...my friends here are saying not to go. Because he could be some freak....but can they be so nice and be so horrid?! My close friend lauren said she wont speak to me again if I go....but what if I go and she doesnt find out?!
WHAT AM I TO DO?!?!?!
Well, I have a few hours to figure out what i'm going to do...
I dont want to see him either, because i am fat. UGH. what am I going to do?!? what to wear, what will make me look skinnym but sexy but nice all at the same time. I want my style to shine through though. ugh. effort which i just dont have!!
I just want to be perfect
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