Wednesday, 8 June 2011

Day 3

Well, having weighed myself this morning it said that I had lost 3kg...yeah not much, but it did make me smile! My hard work finally working, and paying off! Just finished uni, wow my lectures weren't very interesting..though i did become quite involved my the last one on Nursing Quality of Care, as from the bbc show on care of elderly created quite an uproar! As a nurse part of your job is to give the highest quality of care possible, whenever I have been in placement I am proud to say that i have not seen anything like that at all! As one of my placement were in a care home, it was truely a great experience! I just showed me how much I loved  what I am doing..nursing is my call!!

This morning, I was so ill...the only way to describe how I was feeling was off. Like spaced! I really could not concentrate at all, but I started to feel much more normal throughout the day. When I had my flat diet coke, (my stomach was churning) aha. Just more reason not to eat!!!

I feel like the more weight I lose the more confident I feel, I love it. I just want to be skinny, and beautiful. Aha, I met this guy...I wont name him but i'll change his name to Clark. I just like that name, he makes me laugh. He's so very cryptic with his texts..though I feel as I do not deserve the attention. I'm fat ugly, I'm sure he was drunk when he last saw me..what alcohol does to mind. haha

So how is everyone else?? Good day, well i hope so. Must go and revise, today I took out 5 fat books to revise from. Any tips on the revising front?!?! I swear it goes in one ear out the other?!

I just want to be perfect.

'Nothing Tastes as Good as Skinny feels' xx

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