Wednesday, 15 June 2011

Day 10

wow, I so very sorry that I have not written for like 2days. I have fallen off the wagon, I've eaten so much, I had loast another 5kg then gained it all then lost 2kg, ugh and i bet i've gained that again too. Ugh I feel ugly and fat, wait. I know I am ugly and fat, I hate the way I look. i have been doing exercise every night. I will do more tonight!!!! I have to, burn some of this ugly fat!!

The parentals came up last night, and took my car away =( Just so they can get bits fixed on it, so i really shouldnt moan, ugh. My friend sarah, is hardwork....she thinks that the world evolves around her. She drains me, wow. I pick my friends, though i would change them for the world!!!

I wish I was skinny, I wish I was skinny, I wish I was skinny, I wish i was skinny. Maybe if I tell myself it enough I will wake up skinny. Why cant I be skinny, I wish to god i was skiiny. I hate what i have become, please ana come help me out. Make me strong!!!!

I just want to be perfect!!!!

No comments: