Well, my date never went ahead. I spent my night in hospital, my chest became seriously bad. Pains were almost unbearable, but I have bronchitis. I am now on stong antibiotics, which make me feel sick. A posistive notion as my appetite is gone. Didnt eat yesterday, and I have officially lot 1 WHOLE STONE! =D Now i must keep it up and lose more weight, I forgot how vigourating losing weight was....and easy =D Time to kick it up a notch though!!
Lauren has her 'lover' around, and shes totally ditched me for a guy. Who is a twat, he slapped me yest. Ugh I cannot stand him, and the way he treats her. Pfft. Whatever, i'll be here for her when he decides to be a twat again....always am. Though Lauren changes around him.
Everyone, and I mean Everyone went out on the town...so very jealous! But hospital Was how i spent my night, had an amazing chat with shiv and Nick and Rob. Was a good catch up, I didnt sleep at all last night. I was so angry and frustrated, just sat a cried. Bad I know, but I seriously couldnt help myself! This lack of sleep is killing me.
I have been revising all day, I had a cuppa soup because I was freezing. 57kcals so its wasnt so bad! my revision is going to pay off i hope, I want to pass this exam with flying colours! *fingers crossed* I spoke to my bestfriend Sam today, gosh I love him. We know what to say to each other, to make each other smile!! You only realise how amazing someone is when you honestly dont see them enough. Its like my 'twin' Ari, I miss her like crazy, she keeps me sane when I speak to her. I just wish we would see more of each other!! ahwel, one day I take her away on holiday!!!
Anyway I must go. Exams to revise for.
I'm fat, I'm ugly. but I will be perfectly skinny someday soon.
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